
Dear Sara,
Today is your very first birthday! I remember so clearly meeting you for the first time, which was one year ago today. I remember following the nurse into Labor and Delivery Room 7 and seeing the warming bed and being hit hard with the realization that this was the bed my baby would be lying in. I remember looking at the folded receiving blanket and a little stretchy cotton hat lying there...and I remember smiling at your daddy and saying "we're going to have a baby!". It was just so...real. and happening. I remember the anticipation...the excitement...the waiting. I remember chatting about names with the nurses and if we thought you were going to be a boy or a girl. I remember Dr. Wells saying we were going to have a baby today and I remember breaking down and crying tears of joy when the nurses wheeled me down the hall...for I was finally going to become a mommy....something I'd been waiting for all my life...
The doctor pulled you out and held you up, and when I saw you for the first time, you were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen! You cried and it made mommy cry because your daddy and I had waited so long to meet you and hear your sweet cries. When the nurse handed you to me, it was the most magical moment of my entire life. In that moment, I knew I was your mother and you were my girl and you had forever changed my life. I stared at you in utter amazement and said "it's so nice to finally meet you". And is was....so nice....
And now a year has passed since that amazing day. In this incredible year, I saw your very first smile, heard your first giggles, and I cheered you on when you began to roll for the first time. I cheered and cried as you struggled to crawl because I was so proud and amazed at how far you’d come. You came into this world, 6 lbs and 14 oz…a tiny little baby, so pink and soft, so innocent and dependent and absolutely perfect in every way. And now, you are a little girl…24 lbs, laughing, "talking", waving…charming every person who is lucky enough to meet you.
You are one today, but beginning a journey—A journey that will take you in many different directions and teach you many things. As I sit here and reflect on this most amazing year, I can't help but think of the woman I hope you’ll become and that I will do anything under the sun to be a good mother to you and help guide you in your journey through childhood and into adulthood.
I know in my heart there are big things ahead for you. You have a gentle and wise spirit already…my little “old soul.” You have made this world a better place for being in it and I feel so honored to have been chosen to be your mother. You melt my heart every time you smile, and when you lay your head on my shoulder after a long day…it helps make the world right again. Words cannot express how much your daddy and I love you. You are our sunshine, our heart, our purpose for being—our everything. I’m so very proud of you and honored to be your mommy. This last year has been filled with priceless memories and I look forward to so many more to come.
I love you Sara and nothing will ever change that.
Your Mommy